I'm Not An Addict

"The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot"

We all have our drugs of choice and we all use various outlets to deal with the pressures of life. We all have an escape destination whether it be tuning out to the tv or work or music. If what you turn to doesn't kill your body or your mind, then temporary relief isn't a bad thing, I suppose.

The deeper the thought the more one feels, be it good or bad. an outlet to the strain of higher thinking is needed, if the outlet does not bother anyone, anything, or bring harm to society this is fine. The trouble with humans we tend to cross the line of no return. Humans and chimps are the only mammals that use physical harm for sport, the others for survival, it is in our genetic makeup , not all humans and chimps; but a fair percentile.

This song really express the feeling you get from your particular addiction; you love the feeling, but you hate it when it's gone. Music brings forth emotions that words can't and I think this song is great in it's potential to help one through denial.
"It's not a habit, it's cool, I feel alive" are the voices in her head, trying to deny the truth

And her voice is so damn cool, isn't it?